Tuesday, March 3, 2009

Flailing

I was a bad boy this weekend, and I paid for it. I managed to put on 5 pounds with three days of cheating and my blood sugar was 174 on Monday.

I've been good since.

But, tonight all I wanted was to bury myself in food. Today was quite possibly the worst day I've had at work in months, and that's saying something. When your new manager tells you that "maybe this isn't the place for you" and you have had nothing but problems finding another job before the economy tanked - well, all I wanted to do was crawl in the corner.

I don't know what tomorrow is going to bring. Suddenly my diet is the last thing on my mind.

I'm going to bed now.

4 comments:

Laura said...

WTF Why would your new manager say that to you? That's a shitty thing to say. I mean, you've done a good job there for years now. How does some new asshole come in and get off telling you maybe /you/ don't belong there? That's seriously jacked up, hun.

janniegirl said...

damn that IS harsh. Sorry Jericho. You WILL find something else. *hug*

Sue said...

Hey, wanted happened in the end at your job this week? I have been hoping it is not the pink notice you were thinking it might be. Miss your posts.

Laura said...

Hey, babe. Don't give up, ok? We still want to hear from you.